Saturday, December 1, 2007

Do u ever?

Does anybody ever have a dream in the middle of the night, or just a reoccuring daydream that your husband dies and u are left alone? For some reason, it consumes my mind. I dream of it often. And i think of it often. Maybe it's just because i love him so much that i have NO idea what i would do without him? Because I'd be absolutely lost without him in my life? My mind wants me to prepare for the inevitable day so i won't go abolutely crazy? I know this is a strange thing to say.... But i just hate waking up in the morning from one of those dreams, wanting to roll over and give my husband a good hug....but he's already up and gone for work....It Terrifies me, and thats an understatement.
but ANYWAY...Since Lacey posted some wedding pics the other day, I thought I would too just for fun.. and because i'm thinking of how much i absolutely adore Dusty today.... So enjoy some of my wedding pics and I hope they don't bore you :)



Me and my dad

(Dusty gave me his wrong hand at first lol)

Kiss!

Aw i lovve this pic

Eating Cake!

Me!

Handsome groom :)


Me and my New sis in law Jess ;)


Dusty haha

"Taking the Plunge!"

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

love the pics and the last one is a riot!!!

I used to have recurring dreams kind of like that and I think they happened during stressful times and/or because it was something that I did worry about deep down even if I didn't realize it. I think it might be normal, whatever "Normal" is. :)

Lacey Freeman said...

i do it all the time...not only with x, but chase too. dont worry! i love your pics...the last one is way cute!

Mandi said...

I do it all the time too! Especially if Charles is running late, I just let my mind wander and end up scaring myself! I do it with my boys too. I think I am just a worrier by nature!