Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Little Bud

My sweet little man is 2 weeks old now! Unfortunately, it's gone by really fast!! Deacon continues to be such a good boy. Pretty much only fussing when he gets his dipey changed, but immediately silences as soon as the new dipe is secured! He loves to be swaddled, and have his head rubbed:). His nickname already is 'Bud'...i'm not sure why but its just stuck and i don't remember how or why i started calling him that! I like to play the song on my blog for Deac, it puts a knot in my throat everytime!




One of my favorite parts of being a new mommy is just staring at my baby. What a miracle a baby is. I can't believe my body made this tiny human....hair? tastebuds? eyes? how did i do it?? Amazing. Looking at my baby my emotions range from blissful happiness to sheer terror. Sometimes i feel slight paranoia and intense worry. You know how people say Its scary having so much to lose? Boy do i know what they mean now!
I am so deeply, intensely, irrevocably in LOVE




7 comments:

Beth said...

He's precious! And I know what you mean about how amazing it is!!!

Jessica M said...

I know just what you mean, creating life is incredible!! I've been thinking the same things as I've stared at my baby, "How did My body do that?". Incredible.

I'm so glad you put your birth story up! I've been wanting all the details but haven't stopped by to visit with you yet, be warned, I will stop by - but I will call first.

I'm glad he's such a good baby! He's completely precious!!

Kimberly Cone said...

Aww. How sweet. Brendan's nickname is/was bud, too. Asher is Jelly Bean. Which really isn't much of a nickname cuz it's kinda long ;)

Chelsy Rae said...

I totally stalk your cute family! Haha is that weird? Seriously he is precious! Congrats again!!

Dawn, said...

So stinkin' cute!!!!!

Charity said...

Being a mother IS amazing and yet terrifying, but so worth it, huh?

Mandi said...

I love seeing you and Dusty as parents! I think that you guys are doing an AMAZING job.... and on top of that you have an amazing baby boy. I love the pictures you posted, he is growing and changing every day.