Today i wished DEATH upon myself.

*Warning..may contain TMI for some!*
So today marks 6 weeks since my beautiful son was brought into this world. I went for my post partum visit today and figured it'd just be a quick check-up..get some birth control, and be on my way. WRONG. Turns out, one of teh stitches i had that should have dissolved, Hadn't. So the Nurse Practitioner had to *gulp* PULL the stitch out of my 6 week healed wound. With no numbing medicine. Now, I've given birth, and nothing. I mean NOTHING compares to the PAIN of this procedure. I didn't shed a single tear during childbirth but sobbed in horrific agony today! I almost bit my finger off several times and the nurse kept saying "Careful with that finger there!". When it was over i said "OH MY GOSH THANK U" and thought I was going to pass out. Now i feel like I've just had a baby all over again, except without any of the pain meds to help. Holy. Moly. is all I can say. I cried the whole way home, getting louder if I hit a speed bump or pot hole. Then i sent my husband a text message.. "I literally want to die right now." Man Alive!!