Babying

Tonight at Activity Days, I brought my sweet chunk of a baby to play. He mostly sat in a chair or on my hip and smiled at everyone. I held him up standing on the floor at one point, where two kids were standing near him. Deacon gazed at them with a HUGE open mouth grin on his face, the kids looked at him, then carried on with their play and ran off. It was at this point that i watched my baby look longingly after them, smile fading, then looked away almost like he was DENIED and had to move on from the fact that they weren't going to play with him. I wanted to CRY!!! Talk about heartbreaking!! I think I can already see myself babying Deacon. As much as I don't want to. If he falls over from sitting, i rush to him and comfort him right away. If he cries, i pick him up immediately 100% of the time, smothering his face with kisses. Yikes. He is such a GOOD baby though...

Right now I should be cleaning.... or sleeping. I'm not sure which is more important. I've got like 4 loads of laundry that should be done. I made Quiche for dinner and put a tiny bit of Garlic in it. Now my ENTIRE house smells like i lit a garlic candle in every room. I sure love that.......not. I can not stop looking at Emersonmade.com. I'll take one of everything, please.